HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL THOSE MOTHERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

John

Yeah, I just woke back up and I changed my song to the song I did for jazz cause I forgot to last time. I also want to tell you guys

TO COME TO DANCE OUT COMPETITION AKA DOC...JUST BECAUSE I AM GOING TO BE THURR FOR THE NATIONALS. JUST CALL THE NOMBRE BELOW AND GET THE TIMES AND DAYS AND YEAH!!!!

I will talk to you guys later because I don’t want to miss my class today..Even though I really don’t want to go..Just because its ballet and I suck at it!!! Well talk to you later

John

Hey, wuz-up I am just soooooo tired.....I walked on a russian church (I think thats what you call it) roof...oh well I am too tired to think and talk right about now...Im just going to bounce cause I am just to tired to talk...I tired!!!!talk to you guys

John

Hey this is the song we did for jazz today...god I love this song!!!! Sorry for that if that offended some body!!! But yeah it was an amazing dance like all ways!!! Yeah, I had to work at the beg. Of the day but it ended off good....in a sense cause I broke off what me and Laura was having even though I still don’t know what we had...Cause we never talked about it but she was trying to act like we where going out...all I was doing was being there for her cause she was still having problems with her ex that she broke up with him like 6 months ago..But lets just put it this way it was weird...end of story!!!

FOR YOU PEOPLE THAT I TALK TO IN THE KC AREA AND THE FEW FROM CODE. I WILL BE STOPPING BY LIBERTY IN JULY 29TH THROUGH AUGUST 1ST!!!!!! BECAUSE OF PHILS COMPETITION!! ON ANOTHER NOTE PEOLE SHOULD COME TO THIS NEW COMPETITION CALLED DANCE OUT AKA DOC FOR A BROCHURE CALL (816) 415-8488...ONLY REASON THAT I AM SAYING ALL THIS STUFF CAUSE I WILL BE AT THE NATIONALS IN KC OR IS IT AT LIBERTY......I WILL CHECK THAT OUT!!!

But yeah, I have been confirmed..No not that way...but I have be confirmed that hip hop does have a technique especially freestyle hip-hop and break dancing so all you ballet people that all ways mad fun of hip-hop dancers and saying we don’t have technique you can kiss my..............you get the picture...I miss something’s from Miss-ah-ree and some people but most of it I wouldjust like to say fuck it!! I only wish that I could take some people back with me when I come back and I wish that I could take all the things that cant fit in the palm of your hand or even the largest bag in the world but I cant only thing that I can do is hold in my heart and mind for a moment while I am there and let it go when I leave...but when I go back there I don’t want nothing to do with that at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But yeah I got class in the morning and dance in the after noon so..Talk to you guys later!!!

John

I just got back from jazz class and this is the song we danced to and it really grew on me today. I use to hate this song but I love it because of the dance I did today. It was just an amazing dance today!!! I am still surprised at what she did to make me like the song/dance!!! Oh yeah, "dutches" ashlay that is pretty bad when he is saying that cause he is doing that, but I heard he stopped though, cause he got call from the job in Olathe today!!!! Or was he just lieing to me?

Hey, everybody I have been having some major fun lately but Coby don’t ever call me at 2 O'clock my time ever again or I will fly home and beat some ass...but hope you had a happy B-day yesterday!!!! But I know you didn’t celebrate like you should have...Like I would of made you....you would of had to forget about work. I don’t know where to start on how my weekend went...but it was good. I had a talk with Laura yesterday about all the drama she makes and how I felt like I was back in high school.....but yeah that’s about as far as I am going to go on that subject....to the peeps that I was going to send the gifts to I am sorry that I didn’t send them to you...but I will..you will get them before the end of this month I promise I just haven’t really had the time to do that lately...and I just have been to lazy to find a ups store near by cause I know of one uptown Manhattan but I don’t want to go that far just to send something. I hope all of you are doing well...cause it would make me sad if you weren’t. I hope you guys do awesome at the next competition like you guys did this past weekend....I wish I could see the parents doing hip hop though..actually what I really want to see is Brent, Mrs. kuhennen (sorry if I spelled your name wrong) and Mrs. Butler doing hip hop...no offence to the other parents cause you guys are better then me at hip hop...I going to make den den today but I don’t know what to make spaghetti or tuna noodle casserole... what should I make? cause my sis and her friend need a little home made dinner as long as Laura cause we all had a rough week last week and going out to eat doesn’t make you in a better mood at all cause the service sucks...and some times the food. put here is another poems...

BLINDED!

for they say love is blind,
for it is,
but it is also,
death,
mute,
for it has no touch,
or even smell,
for it,
never lived!!!

LEFT!!

what’s true is true,
that I can’t break the feeling when I hold you,
that I can’t pull my self away from you in my dreams,
for I went to Santa Monica pear,
looking for your footprints on the beach,
wishing you would be there to see the beautiful sunset,
but I only end up watching it,
alone!!!,
trying to fight the monsoon,
in my heart,
that broke down my dams,
only to make a river on skin,
it ended up destroying everything,
I knew,
I trusted,
I cared for,
I admired,
even the things that I though could never be destroyed,
and....
My love!!!!

well I got to start calling my sis and laura!! talk to you shortys and pimps later

John

I just wanted to end what I try to say yesterday but I cant even do that because I have to start with today...Yeah, I found out that there are so many ass holes to your face kind of people that are dancers actually I want even call them dancer there was this one ballet guy that I saw in this weeks dance mag. and he was a complete ass hole...I wouldn't mind if I really did something to him but I didnt..Just because he is somebody right now...It won’t last forever that way!!! Then there was this person that was bitching me out today cause something wasn’t her way...hey she could of just told me and I would of changed it end of story but she did it again.... so many people are talking about quitting there its not even funny..... There’s a lot more to that story and others but I am just not going to say them here..... On a random subject, I really miss this person soooo bad but I cant trust this person at all....I really don’t know what to do....I now this is if I do forgive this person then this person is going to take my trust and break it again like the last five times but I am just to forgiving.......but then again.....not this time.....fuck them...I gave this person to may chances...If I’m wrong please tell me. I am wrong or right? cause I need feedback!
hey this next poem is not done but some one said they needed to see it but they where reading it over my shoulder at M to the D...for you people that might take awhile to figure out what I am trying to say that means McDonalds.....Lauren don’t even act like you knew what I was talking about...you know I like joking with you even though you knew that you didn’t get that. oh yeah the poem:

for I miss my sight,
for you where my meadow,
so calm and sweet,
since a chilling wind has crossed my body,
the hearts flow has quicken,
that it becomes so fast that,
thin mumbling has become silent,
witch only lasted two life times,
the room was emptied in a blink of an eye,
where there was no train coming back to reality for a while!!!

I just wanted to remind everybody that was just a starting point for me cause that just came out all at one time so I haven’t had time to edit it so Laura call me when you see this...just because you......you know! I would give you better ones then I have been giving you but I just don’t know if I should, but I will talk to you guys later!

Yeah, I am so going to be cooking today giving my sis and her friend and another...Laura just messing with you..that hasn’t had the John’s famous chicken, greens, and mashed potatoes and rolls...but my meal usually goes better with mac and cheese that I make from scratch but truthfully I hate making greens does..if you don’t know what greens are then I am sorry for you. They forgot that I could cook into yesterday and so they asked me to cook today....These are not really the things that I cook the best though...hey here is another poem for you peeps..by the way I miss peeps the candy too!

I am falling down to earth,
with only the thoughts of yesterday,
of when I looked deep into your eyes,
and for me to find the twinkle in your eyes,
only get brighter,
with ever glance,
but I knew in the back of my mind...
That it’s over

Well I am out this time I hope you dont like the song!!!

Oh yeah I all most forgot..I have some good gifts for Caleb, coby, DJ, Mya, and phil that I need to send off some time soon so be watching the mail you guys...Its nothing like I sent b4!!!!

John

*Edit*Hey, I have some news I was going to be moving to 369 washinghton ave the 1st person that guess where that is (and their fanily of course with them) meaning what boro and what island is it on...I will buy you a ticket and you would be able to stay with me. A little hint I will be living at 369 washinghton ave. is close to atlantic ave. and the Atlantic mall.

Hey you guys do you remember this song.....if you dont....I did it to for my solo last year in competition!!!!

Hey, yall..shortys.....I am starting to go back to my hick ghetto slang. Yesterday,ended up being good to me but today will not be, cause I planned to much today so I will be missing something today, but thanks laura even though you dont have a computer but I will just show you this later. Hey, amelia I was talking about the choir pic. but I still dont know if you are who you say you are but hey......Im missing somebody in my life but I know that I shouldnt!!!!! this person....nevermind.....but there is nothing really that happened today I went to this protest and then nothing really..sorry I guess I am just not in the mood today to talk about what is happening in my life. I will talk to yall later

John

Hey, Holly I wanted to tell you happy bday today and that I MISS ya...OKay...I am sorry I couldnt come back for Your bday cause I am just too busy right now!

hey, I just wanted to change my song cause I can and I wanted to tell ashley that no she is not my girlfriend I am still deciding if I want to be with her, cause I just want to take it slow for once in my life but she wants to be...she has all ready told me but not in so many words, but if I do I will put some pic.'s of me and her up. So yeah, I had a long day so just put it that way my boss today pissed me off..and thats all I am going to say on that subject, but its all good cause laura knows how to cheer me up! hey....AShely that pic. was sooooo......hot! work it....GIRL!! One of the classes that I took today was Hip Hop and it was taught by Johnathan Lee I still cant spell names right and it was a tight dance to switch and the girls where working it!!!!! like wow...it is just a good atmosphere to dance in cause no body cares what they look like and let go so...lets just say the dance was PG13 at the beginning it ended up beening R rated actually a little more then that and it was just a cool dance from the start. Ashley and another reason why I havent is because she gets jealous to much...cause she says I have to many friends as girls...okay, so she wasnt me to hang out with more gay guys...since pretty much that most guys that dance are gay....does that make any senes to you that she wants me to do that! It is not like I am telling her to stop hang out with her guy friends cause I wouldnt thats controling a person and I wouldnt do that. well sorry peeps I gotta go...talk to you later.

John

Hey, I dont care if you like this song or not. I just wanted to hear something that I dont hear at the dance or radio the least.
I really have nothing to say today cause I just have been doing stuff with laura and I dont think you guys want to hear about that... Oh yeah, I saw throwing dagger or hiden dagger its something like that it was an okay movie. I went to the MOMA and that was cool with the art work but I am not really into that stuff. I would rather sleep....but it was eventful though...I can say that fou sure. I would have to say she still amazes me every day.....and that makes me happy...very happy actually! well I am going to go I will talk to you guys later

John

Hey this song was the hip hop partnering dance that I did, another awesome dance!!!

I havent written in my log for in a while. So I decided it was time to tell you what has been happen in my life. I have been amazed by this person in my life right, now...she is just an amazing person to hang out with. The 1st time that I met her it was at BDC...for you peeps that don't live in or have never been to NYC, it is Broadway dance center. back on the subject the first time I met her I'm not going to even lie she made me speechless cause wow.... lets just leave it at that and for you people that have a dirty mind its not like that. We had this kind of partnering dance in hip hop and she was my partner and I have to say that she puts me too shame on the dance floor...but I don't mind I like a challenge. Okay I need to stop getting off the subject we have been just hanging out a lot lately. yesterday we went to see movin out for you people that like dance you need to see it, and today we went to the rain. Came back to my crib and we watched some cool movies from net flicks (I think that's how you spell it)....we watched side ways I liked it and the other movie was not a good movie it was suppose to be this romantic movie or something like that....just put it this way I like all kinds of movies but that movie just sucked but she loved it so I just watched trying to hold back my tears of pain from watching it, but all in all it was a good nite we are going to get up and take class today in the morning....other then that I have got over my home sick. Thanks to my peeps back in kc/liberty, thanks again I cant even thank you guys enough. Oh yeah, my pic is one out of 9 of my headshots it looks bad on here trust me!!!

I know you guys and girls have heard roses are red and violets are blue but I like my version of it better. you judge, tell me if it sucks:

SHIV

Your eyes makes me shiver,
your smile is so irresistible,
you are like a shooting star,
everbody has to stop and stare,
for every body knows,
roses are red,
and violets are blue,
but did you know they are not as beautiful as you!

GONE

To have only wished that all the words that was said,
written,
dreamed,
thought of,
where all burned,
from the mouth,
from the paper,
from the mind,
from the soul,
and from the heart,
cause in the end,
you cant love....
for two people!!!!!

A couple more poems by yo main man..not really but I just felt like say that.. John Thompson
Well sorry I made this one shorter then the last but I got to get ready to watch another movie...yeah...not really! cause she just got out of the shower cause she had gone to rain right after dance and she wanted to clean up. well talk to you later shorty's

John